Blood Bleed Rain Wait This

Blood Bleed Rain Wait This

I've been dreaming of you lately

like a bird flying high

I see your beautiful wings

calling my name fall down sharply

like a crazy guy m running

falling in the river of fear

ground covered with your wings

saw you far away crying

you stare at me in silence

I drown there calling you

can't here my own voice

clouds turning dark with violence

I hear You say...

I just want you come & see me
just come and see me

I am burning in flames of wait

my tears fall on my body

the drops of this rain bleed me...

loss

You know that you lost something in the past
you regret like a child bt you can't get it back
tears falling worthless in realization
too late got everythin yet know what ya lack

yes I hate it
bt I admit it
I lost someone more than anyone
ma request rejected
ma life shattered
ma dreams filled
wid a lonely pic of mine
smile n tears combine
tryin suicidal widout a sign
foolin 2 pursue da top
me a worhless stone lost shine

neva understood da destiny
gave me anything
take ma everything
standin at the crossroads
all da 4ways running
ending in me banging
Mercy can't revert ma mistake
beggar happier in misery
can't hit hard wid intensity
my loss ya other's gain
in pain losing one's identity

You know that you lost something in the past
you regret like a child bt you can't get it back
tears falling worthless in realization
too late got everythin yet know what ya lack

Crush'd

I happen 2 see time change large
U see a storm of revolt charge
people U press have been opressed
voices can't b crush'd can't be barged
people aint slaves u can't juz keep'em up
either you ain't a tyrant long term up
freedom a gift U can't take away
U afraid 2 sneak hearts burnin eyes lit up

yes power corrupts makin vulnerable
dey think being immortal n invincible
those who revolt will suffer n crush'd
da Ruler sits Above victory aloofs Evil
yes we r united sufferin 2gether da pain
how hard U try our efforts won't go in vain
even da biggest tree bows 2 da power of a storm
nightmare gets over wid night da Sun gains

everywhere I go all I heard freedom freedom
my heart belief change will come will come
U can't escape dis need of hour our future generation
in a free world U wanna welcome welcome
2 breathe in fresh air with no pungent blood
2 have a happy n peaceful violent free hood
free from lust of power trouble free hour work 2 live
not da opposite Rulers among us for us n our good

for Ur LoVe

its 4 in da mornin
havent slept not even drowsin
sirens make crumble n stumble
I feel ma heart bleedin

Why did U called me
Why can't U juz see
I'll there to meet U
a promise fulfill, meant to be

crossin bridge as it burn down
two of ma homies...shot down
I drag ma body in a 911
Blazing n tearin whole town

I saw U standin near da crib
Ur eyez scannin road outstrip
U shout at me to luk behind
cops callin 507 me in a jib

I dump ma ride near U
U wearin favorite Dress I gave U
tears in Ur eyes all ma reflection
I hate maself bt I love U

as U watch me lyin hand cuffed
we lukin in eyez talkin in words
U know I came juz for U
I'll come again for Ur LoVe....

Review of a Common Man - 2013 Ford Ecosport 1.5 Tdci

Ford finally understood the Indian market & launched an accomplished global product, The Ford Ecosport. This pseudo SUV comes with 3 engine options(two petrols & one Diesel) & 10 variants covering every vehicle in range of 5.59 lacs to 8.99 lacs. I test drove the 1.5 litre diesel Ambiente variant, which I booked for myself. The Ecosport looks striking in flesh aping SUV profile with plastic cladding, 200 mm wheelbase, 16 inch high profile tyres & even rear mounted spare tyre. Rest of the bits like sleek headlamps, big & wide grill, barrel shaped fog lamps, LED integrated side mirrors, Toyota fortuner like wrap around rear glass area give it a stand out of crowd look. The doors are heavy & well built & need a firm push to close them. The rear door operates with a touch button which is easy to open which is innovative. Interiors though remind of new Fiesta which is though slightly short of space but many features are standard electric mirrors, central locking, Bluetooth connectivity(easy to use), USB stereo with four speakers etc. It comes with front powered windows which is OK for me as I usually travel alone. The blue lighting in the cabin looks cool. The speedometer with blue lighted needles & real time mileage indicator is classy but sadly no tachometer. There are lots of storage spaces in the ecosport, front doors have big bottle holders. The trunk space in rear is average but good enough for a weekend for four. The seats are comfortable which is complimented by a powerful & quick cooling AC. The diesel engine which again from fiesta is smooth & responsive. Though there is some clatter present at initial. for numbers it is 1.5 litre or 1498cc producing 89bhp/90ps with 20.8kgm/204Nm of torque available at 200rpm. It hardly bogs down in second & third gears which we Indians usually love & are forced to engage due to traffic. The steering is simply amazing with great feel perhaps the best I have driven after Ford Ikon 1.6. it is light when speed is slow & weighs up accordingly while driving faster. Ecosport goes well on bad roads & handling is good. Cabin is silent no harsh noise from outside comes in. Gearshift is average with light clutch though heavier than say a Suzuki Swift. the breaking all around is good & reassuring. Some bad bits though like the front or A pillars create a blind spot so one has to be cautious on the sides. The rear wind screen tends to get dirty quickly & so rear visibility gets poorer so a rear wiper is a must feature. With a fuel tank of 52 litres the Ford is claiming fuel consumption of 22 kmpl but that looks hypothetical for such a heavy vehicle. I think 17-18 kmpl would be achievable via sensible driving.
Overall it's a good everyday product with fresh approach. Yes we Indians are loving it!

Piece of Land

dis story goes back to ma childhood
we livin as refugees in desolated hood
dad bought a piece of land
possibility 2 have our crib in hood

located in city's rich local area
came on radar of every mafia
every1 wanna have it for lust
humanity thrown, grab it any criteria

mafia got guns we had none
save yo fam leave at once
father n uncle called peace
bt will fight won't run

fought together bleed togetha
dey open fire on gangsta
i witnessed blood guns n war
seeing reality of lifa

together dey went to jail
looked ma family as eldest male
going thru hardships everyday
no one bothered wetha I pass or fail

Uncle came outta jail quicker
promised 2 be our caretaker
dang i saw greed in his eyes
turned foe made us suffer

wanted piece of land at any cost
no humanity relations all lost
been da first to target
no mercy no love juz a host

me mother younger bro n sis ran
we went far away where he can't
we helpless hopeless bt dad came
uncle fled away neva to see again

came back dream fullfilled
we happy n I was thrilled
all happened for piece of land
dad a hero n home was build...
Respect

United We Stand

Dey say
United We Stand
Divided We Fall

people r pushing their lives
why not we push love
where r da helping hands
come lets fly da peace dove

we all laugh while dey cry,
u see blood n people die
one don't feel other's pain
don't be indifferent give it a try

findin reasons 2 differentiate iz easy
I don't give a damn m too buzy
to hell wid'em I don't know
no help fo ya ahh dey too sleazy

we neva make mistake 2 differentiate
caste color money give or take
we have our own obvious reasons
ready 2 show others...we hate

why do we love killing
why do we hate living
how can we see hungry
we must understand word 'sharing'

we must unite 2 a force
I need no fear n remorse
2 haunt in ma afterlife
patience needed in dis course

I try 2 learn frm nature
treats every1 same, no nurture
sees no border,color or money
for how long can we be hater?

people r pushing their lives
why not we push love
where r da helping hands
come lets fly da peace dove

Sad Joys of Life...

its nothin bt sad joyz of life
u can't feel happy
stab ur heart wid a knife
its nothin bt sad joyz of life

yeah we came on earth cryin
make otherz cry when leavin
sorrow turns pain
pain is not joy we learn it njoyin

I sit down to write comedy
bt end up scribblin tradegy
irony turnz agony
I see a white light as prophecy

We never think of otherz to give
alwaz takin from in life we live
lust turnz dust
end comes no one ready 2 forgive

i've seen parent no child tearz
i've seen child no parent fearz
loneliness turnz darkness
comin out of doom tryin fr yearz

Can't feel wen a helpless cry
loserz once again let's try
win turnz sin
wen U know U cheated n U lie

some said hope iz fr da weak
bt I say hope till last heart beat
sadden turnz gladden
must try till it workz like a treat

itz nothin bt sad joyz of life
u can't feel happy
stab ur heart wid a knife
its nothin bt sad joyz of life

Pound for Pound

Cut him kill him if U luv ur Mama...

Yeah heard him in back shoutin...
an automatic in his hand shinin
like a sword warrior'z red
had no clue in a mind wats goin?

If I kill him aint no goin back
flow emotions nah wont attack
better kill widout takin da life
life neva forgivez can't hit da mac

threw ma mac call him out 2 rap
got balls show ya shit I can flap
off goez ma fu***n wingz
call it day or night itz ma death trap

I have 2 claim dats ma fame
m gonna make ur a** lame
u hold mic like a drunken mom
diz battle endz wipin off ya name

ma words harder dan concrete
haterz be damned take a backseat
goin poo poo like plane crashin
U die before witnessin ur sorry defeat

no remedy 2 heal fu***n wound
white face already lost ground
forget thug life hoez n money
ma revenge ova yez pound for pound
Mo*** Fu***!!!

long time

da girl ask me long time no rhyme
I said bi**h its no wine n dine
changin guyz like fu***n pan**ys
needed a vacation ease off mine

i alwaz said...respect earn it
how many people did turn it
u still wanna earn cash
or would u juz go out n burn it

hell iz not we've seen here
eazy 2 pick a road dat goz dere
aint hard 2 seek goodness
shit wont realize till death iz near...

go on homie lose yourself
nothin 2 loze fu***n curse urself
liar liar liar they call U
last thing u need a gun 2 kill urself

hopin 2 come up wid a new shit
trynna get over dat fat a** bitch
wats life widout motivations
tryna keep ya head up till last beat

these streetz filled wid poserz
talkin gunz drugz n rolla coasters
sleepin besides mama's bed
make u laugh hell clown loserz

can't turn da way life iz turnin ya
sneak in ur heart widout cuttin ya
who da f**k u lyin wid
truth revealed every1 turnt against ya...

movin on...

Inspired by "Dido ft Kendric Lamar - let us move on"

I've already cleared ma counters...

m about to test ma limits u see
takin down a goliath dats me
wats da point in hangin on da past
move over bad dreams y can't we?

we can't overcome bad memories
should make'em inspirational stories
can't forget da shoutin n cryin
turn'em into source findin destiny

give a new start 2 sour relationships
u can't dump everythin callin'em shit
remember da hatred forefathers sufferd
nevr worry future go out sketch it

u cant juz let sand slip from handz
gotta change urself as time demands
we can still save our future
can't let mother alwaz stay bad lands

I saw doves spreadin da message
sum 1 has 2 raise against da damage
become da voice of  mass
show'em nuthin is bigger dan courage

wash bad time dats long gone
luv those who sufferd all alone
show urself tell da world
shed da past let us move on...

Faces

meet me wid dagger waitin
ready 2 kill me dey all hatin
cry on funeral wid tears
so many faces m still countin...

waftin alone wid ma eyez open
hustlin thru streets chazin token
haterz tryin hard for da upper hand
dey hate me coz m da 1 chozen

dey all come in many facez
can be seen spyin many placez
no matter show ya no interest
b ready 2 show'em some acez

on streets neva eva reveal ya secrets
coz for dem fella U r da only business
sold their mother for some paper
shakin hands a no no keep a distance

fuck dis shit dey put a devil 2 shame
let U marry their sisters wid juz 1 aim
call ya in their crib 2 chill
leavin ya cold blooded endin ya life game

I know ya at da back of ma hand
ya act so concernd but itz all bland
a peice of sympathy, fuck ya all
coz I use ma gun n U'll b damnd

meet me wid dagger waitin
ready 2 kill me dey all hatin
cry on funeral wid tears
so many faces m still countin...

Freedom

da bird keeps singin a sad song
a feelin arouzez way too strong
wat dey do dey think iz right
despite effortz it all gone wrong

2 kill animalz u made ruthless gunz
stack dead bodiez countless zillionz
even worse dan da carnivore
gore kill'em all countin millionz

U luv 2 make n keep slavez
tamin man n animalz even da bravez
u neva gave dem freedom
demon dey all sleep in gravez

chidren neva opened their eyez
mother longed 2 hear their criez
who will give justice 2 refugeez
familiez ripped apart everyone diez

people raize da voice against dictator
fuck u can't hurt our spiritz traitor
da more u press da more it boundz
roundz of bulletz can't make u creator

u can't loze until we don't win
sacrifices n blood won't go dim
u can't slave us against will 
evil can't rule we will defeat him

u won't realize till we go insane
fall back itz our mater we'll gain
barrierz broken enemy on da run
freedom iz near even if u r in pain

da bird keeps singin a sad song
a feelin arouzez way too strong
wat dey do dey think iz right
despite effortz it all gone wrong

Luv Revel

Theze linez I dedicate 2 ma GF, she held n still holds our 7yrs old relationship even in times when I beg borrowed n steal. ma real strength. Thanx in believin me.

I cant b like I use 2 b

widout u I juz cant b me

u change ma level

revel in small things seems like spree

don wanna go out it so hazy

ma gal u slid in bed actin lazy

makin waves unda da sheet

shiit a sea storm surroundin me slowly

wat bt shall I call u ma savior

I was juz a shadow of hate n failure

ur touch was juz like Midas's

either of us know y time cant figure

gal I wanna show u luv like u neva did

take ma everythin bt luv me like a kid

I owe u fo keepin ma heart

art of luv is wat I wanna learn from u in bid

so special u make me feel

wat more can I ask u fo real

I feel no pain of ma past

last thin I prefer iz dyin fo ya wid zeal

yeah ur smile seems like sunshine

even da darkest dayz seems juz fine

in ur absence I can feel ur eyez

rise on me like I rise to catch cloud 9

I cant b like I use 2 b

widout u I juz cant b me

u change ma level

revel in small things seems like spree

NFG: Name Fame Game

luk at me diz game has got me so far

I cant remembr m at home or bar

I see nuthin bt green

mean so am I juz like an ancient czar

u cant compete me m too hot n famous

u w8 4r decembr ma everyday iz christmas

da day wont be near

fear, az wat I say turnz tru like prophecy of Amos

ma rap battle wont last a minute

u got no words so fuck off pity newt

dose fake ass MCs

RCs bot, I make better muzic even frm spinet

u can find money n weed everywhr u dig

ma lifestyle iz unique blown if u got a swig

dis iz real heaven

even y dont u cum 2 me n marry me Frigg

nite iz long cant spend it in juz 1 club

ma song flowing all nite in every pub

m even richr dan richez

bitches changin everytime I throw a stub

I caught da game by surprize

even pros got nuthin bt criez

once dey dismizz me a failiure

saviour of hip hop, now whrz ma nobel prize?

History

its been a long time to get back to my normal rhythm


I'll neva quit I'll die tryin
u juz cant live loosin
I plan 2 make history 
gonna succeed till den 
sumday 1day 2day goin...

ha gonna make history sumday
ma senses cant fall apart 2day
ma purpose wont deplete a bit
shit ma confidence keeps growin everyday

still feelin ma courage unda fire
ma own shadow feeln intense dezire
gotta keep on tryin
climbin till dere's no 1 2 say "higher"

I keep on slippn trippn flippn
have 2 start frm whr I came in
HE's really testn me
b ready da devil occupiez withn

dis world seems to me ma enemy
I thankd dem 4 their enmity
fuck it burns ma heart black
juz 2 keep beatn pushin wid energy

I want ma name mentiond in pages 
bt rememberd by every ages
we can die stupid or b martyr
barter ma soul 2b lockd in cage clearn stages

I'll neva quit I'll die tryin
u juz cant live loosin
I plan 2 make history 
gonna succeed till den 
sumday 1day 2day goin...

Self Obsessed Thug

being selfish is one thin bt
neva u thought bout some one else
let'em die, no one matterz 2 u
now u lie helpless hopeless
waiting for some1 to come for yo help


I neva eva came fo ya
I got lot of money bitch so fuck ya
u tell me how da world runs
stupid bitch u betta run ya

yes m selfish self obsessd guy
nobody cared fo mo so y shud I?
ma parents left me homelezz helplezz
now I've fame n money 2 keep me high

luk at da cars, clothes chopper
its all diamond n gold not copper
now world iz jealuz juz like I used 2
Itz I who pickd u up bitch pauper

M happy da way I are goin
U go, oders waitin 2 come in
I need no one 2 care for me
even if He wantz, can't do nuthin

ma gun flashez like a thundr
itz ma ticket 2 create blundr
U insist, I can fix yo meetin wid God
so betta fuck off m layin down undr....

Our Friendship

U find this shit here n dere
dere're frnds n dere're frnds who r dear
u betray me coz u like ma gal
I give u ma life bt u dont care

we were homies back'em comin
I never hoped we end dis way hatin
wen U laughd I laughd u cried I cried
everythin except ma mom we relatin

u thought me how to survive dese streets
we fought together till our enemy retreats
we drink till we gone down act low
ma money yo money dere were no discreets

togeder went to the strip club n u shouted fuck
saw batman's last movie I cried u said suck
it was like yestaday we flirted a bar gal
her despo man juz wanna ram us wid truck

I told ya dat gal was mine u neva complaind
y neva told me u watchin her juz unashamd
u told I was ruinin ma life wid her tearin us apart
now I know da truth our friendship lie shatterd

tell me now u hate me bt I hate ya
I neva wanted dis way niether do ya
ma life restless ma heart a volcano
filld wid anger Its da same story wid ya

U find dis shit here n dere
dere're frnds n dere're frnds who r dear
u betray me coz u like ma gal
I give u ma life bt u dont care

 

Magic Pill

I wanted luv I got fucked up
I wanted life I got sucked up
Life ain't so hard but who wants it soft
dis magic pill keeps me hooked up...
wen I first tasted i felt wasted
wat da f y it was created
life has taken shit out of me
but I still dont wanna look like m hated...
it juz luk like an ordinary pill
it had so much poison 2 kill
i juz wanna know y da world crazy for it
common juz let da beans spill...
ma mind creatin illusions uncanny
i act low people feelin m funny
i cant walk a straight line
ma vision blurry ma damn nose, runny...
fuck it da more I hate it
I dunno da more I want it
da more pretend normal more abnormal feelin
yes yes I can kill for dis shit...
ma homiez call me addicted
ma social life aint gud feel restricted
next I was spotted lyin on streets
I die eveyday how many times? no one noted...

I wanted luv I got fucked up
I wanted life I got sucked up
Life ain't so hard but who wants it soft
dis magic pill keeps me hooked up...

my style

Its been a couple of years only
but seems like yesterday only
I happened to be a shy guy
but now I've live among wifi
I ran away coz u made fun of me
u r runnin now as u dont want me
I aint yo typical neighbahood boy
I fuck galz n I dont play wid toy
u alwaz tried pushin me around
now when I pushd u went undaground
I aint sayin m sum foolish bully 
bt I tryna handle situations cool-ly
ma hat never runs outta surprisez
my style is unique I don do revisez
how stupid u lost yo virginity to a fool
n u see me u think of drownin in da pool
I know wat u do to find inner happiness
u cant kill people juz for ur craziness....